<==

Ò͍̻̱̱b͚̪͓̖s̛̬e̤͎̼͍̗̬ͅs̻̲͔s̖͈͉̗í̳̬̝͙on̵͇̮͔͍̥ ==>

[mood]

I want her love,

I̡ ̩͓̬w͜a҉͎nt ̥̘̝͍it̡͔̪̪͖ ̧b̖̞̺͚̲͉̳a̟͓̣̺̹͔c̨̖k̮
I wanted all I would give to you
(Now)
Be still my dear, I know It’s true
The rising tide will lift my love to you

I’m in the dark, I’ve lost the moon

But my

l͕͈̭̲͉͖͘o̶v̴̙̤e̼̝̥͉, my

l͎o̴̗͍͍̗͚̤̤v̖̫͉̘̞͓̭e͉̩͍̲͟, my love comes home to you..

Forever my love and ever above…
Oh, my

l͎o̴̗͍͍̗͚̤̤v̖̫͉̘̞͓̭e͉̩͍̲͟, my

lo̝̭̦͕̙v̡̬̲̤̤̩͎̺e͎̳, my love comes home to you…

Oh show me the way and I’ll make it new…
My love, my love, my love comes home to you…

I will not wait for leaving

I͉͔̞’l͍͓̞͖̭̖͉͢l͝ ̥̖̟̕cò̹̦ḿ͈̰e̥̦̠̟̼͔͟ ̞̰͉ͅt҉̹ǫ̺̬͎̲ ̟̩̣̖̮̬y̘̫͖͔̺͎o̝u̥̜ ̨̠̯͙͎͎̙̬í͕̣̼n̗͔̖̘ ̘͚͈d̤̰r͚̗̳͔̯̗e̤̠̘͓̲͙̕a͔̪m͓̲̙̯ͅs̯͇͔͎̜
I will be there in Silence
You will know what it means
Darling
.. oh please,

ḍ̨o͙͖̼͚̦̜̘͜n̥͞’̟t̡̤̳ ͖͈̭͈w͖̣̠͟a̵̞͇̼͎̩k̛e̪ ͔̰͖̦̭ý̬̞͉̠̤̻̤ò̦̤̙̣u̩̳̺̜r̖͔̲̱ͅͅs͍͇e͙l̰͉͔͙̩͎f̞͕̟͎͚͢ ̖̣͖t̠̖̥on̤̦̖̰͕̼i̝̳̩g̣̘͚̘͝h̵t̳̩̗͕…

My love, my love, I am your satellite,
Why do we wake ourselves from this paradise
why do we let it bring our good lives down…?

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Your leader took my love away, she made me wake from my paradise…
Your love for her, I’ll take it away too.. I’ll make you wake from your yours..
Mr. Graves… You are discharged from the Empire, by His Radiance Galvus…
Mr. Graves…

s̠̬̫͢à̮̟͖̖̮y̢̥͓̪̫ ͇̟g̩̱̭̬͚o̬̠̪̗̻ͅo̞̲̼̙͞d̠ͅ ̶͉̞n̯̩͎̣̬͔i̟̭g͍͍̼h͏̲̲̥ͅt̠.̦̞ͅ.͕͍̹̥́.̛ and sweet dreams.

<== Destiny’s call ==>

I am the living

d̦̖͇͙͓͘ę̟̙̣͔ͅa͎̣̟d͔̲̰ reanimated from a deathly slumber
Many

y̤͚͈e͈̪̬̗͎a͏͍̩͙͍̤̱̬r̮̲̥s̩ have passed
Creating questions that may not have answers
A stranger guiding me
Traveling through time to change the future
How will this saga end?
The possibilities are

o̷̖̰̼̥̯̮v̝̹̲͟eṟ̩͓͎̲w̥͇̬̰̻he̵̮̥l̫̙m̖̖̠̫į͕̮̰̺n̷̬̥͉̗̼̺ͅǵ̩̥̬̹̩͓̣

Become legend
Make my own fate

Where the light ends
I’ll find you
Discover all your hidden truth

I̪ ͈w̸̘a̖̝̖̖̙̞ś̥̭̣ ̟̬̣̖̪d̥͍e̶͈̞s͉̖̠ͅt̢̻̭̰i̲̻͓̕n̢̞̲e̸͙͉̙͔̤̯̺d̫̳͖͈ ̫͕̣̦̙ț͈̯̝͙̻̙o͓̻͖̺͓ ͓̹̝ͅs͡a̺v͏̤͖̤̞̟̗̖e ͉̻̯ͅy̛o̘̣̘̟̗u̯̣̙

.̜̰̤̙̼̤.̸̩̺ ̟̣͇͚̟̻͢ͅt̮͕͓̯͚o̶̹̝ ̝̹s̟̬̱͍a̵̼̖̞̭͙̖v̞̹̭̪e̼͙͔̣̜̟͇ ͍̦͚̮͔̱͟y̧̦͚̻̫̼͉ͅòu͇͓
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R͏e҉̳̗͍̜̣g̞̗̦̝͓͓̙a҉̟r҉̼̣͕̮dl̮̭̭̜̤͉͇͠e̱̱͎͍̠̤͟s͉̟͖͈s̩̼ ͕͕͢o̝̲͇̞f̟̕ ̡̼̯͍ͅṱ͔͙͎h̶̻̱̬ͅe̺͓ ͍̫ș̞t̫̼̮̗̬̬r͏͕̝̱̼ų̭̞̙̼̺͓ͅg̤̥̹̟ͅg͜l͇̬̩͖͖̜̞e̥ ̣̪̯̼̦I͖͟’̬ḽ̺l̖̹̜ s̴̭̟̼̗t̖̜a͏̭n͕͍̮͔͟d͖̗͚̯ ̣̖̝͚̫f̮͓̦̻̭̥́o͟r̯̜̳̳̠̕ ̳̯̦̞̭̯̀ͅỳ̩̯͍͈̪̠o̙̫̞͚̱u̻̹ ̪̳͟

<== Suit Up ==>>

[Mood in title!] ((you already know what it is :^) ))

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“You were pretty good..”

“But I’m better.”

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“Let’s kick up a notch!”

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“Slater Corps,”

“Energize!”

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“Time to show you how a real Ranger kicks ass.”

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<<==

S͇̘̩̕įc̵͎̳͇̝̻k̺͈͕ Again ==>>

Lets up the dose
Full on comatose
So I don’t wake up from this

To hell with my addiction
Let’s double my prescription
Recovery isn’t on my list

Somebody save me
My mind is racing
I think i’m sick again
I need your medicine
I can’t stop shaking
My body’s breaking down
I think i’m sick again

I̡̮͚͉ ̜̜̪̩͓̯ń̤̞̯̱͎̮e̻̜̱̠̼e̡̙d͇̩͚̖ ̰̳̦̦͠yơ̦͉̙͕͓͇u̫͖̫r̦̬̗̮̲͈͡ ̙͚ṃ̵͚̗̺e̥̲d̜i̟̲̼c͝i̖̤̬͉͓͍n̛͇̯̠̱e̖͞
͓̫̱͜

Is my love

in̼̦ș͉̤ḁ̴͎n̮e̥̯͙̳͔


I̻̦̫̳ͅm̹͟b̖̘̦̩̩a̙̭͓ͅl͖̜̗a̟͕͇n̝̙c̟̜̰̗̘̕ę̳͍̗̝̱̟ͅ

in my brain
So I don’t come down from this
From head to toe
A serotonin

o̡̥̻̪̠v̫̝͞er̮͕̥͕͈ͅͅl̤̝̻̘͍͇͉̕o̧̮a̮̣̫͙͔̩̗d̪͎

T̜̮̬̣̻̭̞h̹̗̣̺̺̞̲è̼̤̤r̢̖̘̙̝̰e͏͚̝̹̲’̹̦s͖̪͕̭̹̕ͅ ̬͈̮͈̳̬n̷̠o͠t̵̺͈̰ḫ̩̗̳͈̫i͏̙̬͍̳̲̦n̙̜̘̙̲͙̤g̞̭̠͡ ̴̹̩b̜̰e͖̯̼t̞͡t̻̻̮ȩ͍̻̤r̝̟̫̭͈̞̺ ͇̰̀t̮̝̳̙͙̞h͇͓̪͙̩͓̯͟a̴͖̹̟̳͖n̯͡ ̸̤͍̳̣̘̯͔tͅh҉i̖͎͍̮͔̟̕ͅs̺͇͙̬̬͚̖̞͈̙


Somebơdy̷ sa͟ve ̶m̷e
͝My̨ mind́ ̨i͏s̴ ̷r̷a͞ci̧ng̷
҉I͝ th͞ink̀ ́i’̴m͏ ҉si͢ck͡ aga͢i͞n
͜I̵ ̷nȩed ͘yo҉uŗ medicine
I c͞a̶n’t͡ ̨śto̶p̸ shaki̧n҉g

My ̷bo͠d̕y̡’s b̧reak͟ing͟ ҉dow̧n
҉Į thi̸n͡k̕ ̨i’m ͜s̢i͠c͘k ag͘ai̕n
̀I͢ neeḑ yòuŗ ̵m͜e͘d̀i͠ci͘ne̴

<<== Midnight Light ==>>

All that I want
Is to wake up fine
Tell me that I’m alright
That I ain’t gonna die
All that I want
Is a hole in the ground
You can tell me when it’s alright
For me to come out

Hard times
Gonna make you wonder why you even try
Hard times
Gonna take you down and laugh when you cry
These lives
And I still don’t know how I even survive
Hard times

Hard times

And I gotta get to rock bottom!  

There was energy in the air, radiating off of the stage, the woman and the crowd as her song came to an end. The room of velvet midnight only had just begun its climb down from the musical high. The vibes of momentum had a rather unexpected take on her own feelings made the small woman smile wider than she ever really has had before. 

Hard times were always around, but they seemed to matter little to her when she took to the stage. The crowd felt it, and so they cheered on.

<<==  Anti son-of-a-bitch machine ==>>

Ṭ̶̥h̠u͢n̺̤͍̼͜ͅde͜r̯̫͈̪̩̟̠͟.̴͕̯̳
̥̬
̼̞͍T͡h̰͚͚͕͍̜͔͠u̴͓̺n͏̱͓dé̟̖̻̦͈̱̤r̜͇͟!͍̖̣̥
̼̥̦
̥T̴͚h̖̤̲u͏͔̗̙̲n͈̘̥d҉̫͚̮̰e̞͔͕r̳̫̳̙̪!!̼͔

I was caught
In the middle of a railroad track (t̞͕̀h͚͎̥u̷̬n̙̪̞̬̰̟͇͘d̟͈̙̱e̴r)
I looked round
And I knew there was no turning back (t͍̻̳̬̠̠ḫu̜͚̺̠̰̦̫ṋ͚̕ͅd̸̰̼̭̳e̶̪̰̯͈̙͙̝r̩̘̝)
My mind raced
And I thought what could I do (th͉̹̘͎̱ͅu̠̦̩̭̺̥͝n̺̩̦͜d̝͕͉̣̯͎e̸̖͔̜̦̤̳̙r͖̫̼̤ͅ)
And I knew
There was no help, no help from you (t̗͉̲̜͡ͅh̙̥͕͚̗u̻̭n̗͚͈̯̰͇̣͜ḏ̝̙̞͈͔͘ḛ̠r͙̲̬̯̠͖͟ͅ)

Sound of the drums

Beating in my heart

The thunder of guns

Tore me apart

You’ve been…

T̡̜̙̮͖ḩu̸͍̲̠n̙͕̕d͇̥̳̞̀ͅe͎͎̼̝͍͕ͅṛ̯͟s̺͖̱̝t̰̻͓͎͚͖r̢̳̖u͔͎͕͎͓͙͟c̸̖̙k!

<<– Not Afraid –>>

For so long I was looking for the answers
Waiting for dawn in the darkness of disaster no
I found a way, Broke through the chains
Now I got a way
Following this above I’m marching on

(Get Ready)

We’re not afraid anymore
Don’t close your eyes
Not afraid anymore
This is the night
They may run but
We are not afraid (afraid) 

Now I’m the one that they try to run away from
Victory comes
I’ve got gold running through my blood
I found a way, Broke through the chains
Now I got a way
Following this above I’m marching on

<< – LA (Costa) Devotee –>>

You got two black eyes from loving too hard
And a black car that matches your blackest soul
I wouldn’t change ya, oh-oh
Wouldn’t ever try to make you leave, no-o
Oh the neon coast was your sign
And the Midwest wind with Pisces rising
Wouldn’t change ya, oh-oh
Wouldn’t ever try to make you leave, no-o

Static palms melt your vibe
Midnight whisperings

The black magic of Mulholland Drive
Swimming pools under desert skies
Drinking white wine in the blushing light
Just another Costa Devotee
Sunsets on the evil eye
Invisible to the Hollywood shrine
Always on the hunt for a little more time
Just another Costa Devotee
Just another, just another, uh oh
Just another, just another, uh oh
Just another, just another, uh oh
Just another Costa Devotee


“This all doesn’t last forever, I know. But it’s the moonfire faire.. Imma have fun first, then worry about being a monster later. Mmkay?”

(( Surprise tag @bride-and-bride for your lovely Anarba (unsure if you had a tumblr for them!))

[[enjoy that sloppy edit i did with the spine she’s supposed to have]]

A Step by step guide on how to be cute, by Belladonna.


Step 1: Look cute as fuck


Step 2: Be cute as fuck


and Step 3: Hide all that pain and aggression and potential genetic defects  side effects that your friends know you have and blow them away with how cute as fuck you are~

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completely unrelated to anything on the above, but you ever just have those moments where you just.. accidentally “snap” when trying to explain something to someone?

Been trying to do that with an rp partner of mine, of why the current ship is in danger due to recent IC complications and how I oocly do not feel happy rping the ship or anything of that degree. 

Feels like it’s been talking to a brick wall, since all they give me is “Don’t do it!” “You better not!” “She better not leave!” “She’ll break her heart!” “She loves her even through the changes! Is that not enough?”

That’s all i get in response. And it utterly kills me. Is it wrong for me to be upset at that? Am i just complaining to complain here? Like..

just..

I want to be a happy rper, but its literally just not happening much if at all with this. And just.. 

sigh.

any advice or.. anything here?